Well. Just when I was starting to have second thoughts and considering reneging on the plan for tomorrow (today?), I just got a reminder of why I need to go and do this thing.

I am ashamed of myself for being this flawed piece of talking meat, but I’d be even more ashamed if I wasn’t able to claim my dignity back again from forces that I cannot and will not ever be able to control. There is no magic pill, no technique which will erase the embarrassment of this recent debacle of my life (though I dearly wish it was so), but in lieu of being able to simply forget everything that’s happened this past year, I will do what CAN be done. For the sake of my own self.

Let it be known that the sin of Pride is good for at least this one thing.

  1. friendlyuncle said: *hug*
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