Minuscula Sed Ferox
(Icon Art by Lindsay Small-Butera)
I still wanna smooch the heck out of TFA Optimus
Years later, those lips still have power over me
Thank you to the folks who offered your support in one of my periodic fits of anguish…
I’m still having a rough time of it, though. The heavy workday didn’t help much either.
I used to talk to so many people
But the ring is closing in again, and it gets smaller each time it does, and it gets harder to reach out afterwards
I feel like I’m shrinking along with it, and eventually there’ll be nothing left of me
I’m having one of those “fall off the face of the earth” times.
Can’t seem to motivate myself to produce any creative work
Not really connecting with anyone
Feeling more and more isolated and unhappy
Not feeling like I have any sort of future to look forward to other than the next day off work
Wondering if people would notice if I was gone
Will I ever be cool enough to have a blog full of pictures of a greased up Danny Devito?
Yours in Faith,
Should I try for TFCon? Or will it be just another situation in which I don’t know anyone or what the hell I’m supposed to be doing?